Man am I becoming flex-i-ble! I have now been in limbo more times than I can count in my life.

Me: Ooooh I think I’ll make plans for my future! Yay I have a plan!! My life is going to be soooo awesome!

Universe: Bahahahaha….yeah right.. here lady, this is a card for you to take to the next “life window”. When they call your number go up and tell them what you want and they will tell you what you are getting. But first there is a long wait before they will even call your number so get comfy here on this hard chair in this glass room with endless gray skies overhead.

Now-a-days I just sit back, accept the ride, get depressed and then remember who I was 5 years ago and say “screw this” I am going to call my own number. So I did about a month ago. Now however, I have to sit and wait to see if my future is going to be what I am dreaming about once again. Darn “life window”…it is open but has a reinforced screen that I cannot break through yet but I can feel the open air breeze..

I should know my fate in 1-3 weeks. Stay tuned.

~L

“Give what you have. To someone, it may be better than you dare to think.”

~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow